Hello, I am writing this because
I think there are things that do not clear especially my parents. After my last post, my mother qualified as "very sad", I make it clear that I DO NOT DEPRIMIDOOOO!
to see .. is that the day of kings at 9 am, I received a phone call (but Japanese can call this hour? actually, none), and of course, one that was dormidisimo tries to answer in a voice from beyond the grave ... .
eee .... -..... ..... mmm .... iii siiiiii ?.......
sky-hi, how are you? -...
mmm ... because as I'll be asleep!
-is that as the blog you wrote that so sad, we thought you were depressed.
see, there seems to be a misunderstanding not me ...
see, I'm HAPPY, HAPPY, (and do not draw a smile because it would be a bit much) because I managed against all odds to fulfill a dream, leaving my comfortable and easy life, work and friends in Spain, for a life which is more strange, uncertain and stressful. But ultimately it is because I choose, because choosing to pursue a dream, and brought me to Japan. Why I'll be sad? N0 I have reason to be sad. So far, I think I can not complain.
While this is not what I expected for reasons which I will breakdown in the blog, I should feel satisfied, because I scored a goal for many years, and now I'm satisfied. De m0do think that when me, think that I'm just far because I say, I'm not depressed never leave. Because although this is not exactly what I thought was, I knew that dreams are never exactly equal to reality. In fact, if they match reality, they are called "Deja-Vu", not dreams.
can never control all the parameters of an equation of life, so is life, but would be automatic.
The reason I have written a previous post as I did, was because they felt at that moment, I stopped for a moment I realized that day was where I lived, and that bothered me, because it was somehow forgotten where I come from, what is my home, and that hurts. But as my father says, that's part of being living far from home.
Frankly, what worries me is that I have fulfilled most of my goals I had set, and now I'm trying to find some new targets, and is costing me define them. But it's all a matter of time.
I also worry that long ago that not even talk to my friends in Spain, Finland, Italy, Lithuania, Germany, Bulgaria .... worries me to think that I have forgotten. The family is growing and I can not see it. And I do panic about food here (this yes that scares me.)
are many things that worry me, but I will be depressed. And above all, because to not be depressed, there is a very simple remedy, only I have to go out and see the girls jejejejeje
Come on, that you worry about anything.
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